Old friends

Feelings are one of the most unstable things in human life. They can change from day to day without any clear reason. But it is said that true friendship will always remain. Even if the paths of life of these people will go in completely different directions.

We haven't talked to each other for quite a long time, and yet I always felt that this is the person I can turn to with a problem. So suddenly. All of a sudden. And she'll help me. The feeling of some kind of understanding of souls has not disappeared. Of course, my honor would never allow me to make that move.

Not so long ago I got a message from her. I answered. Our conversation began, which lasted a few days. A lot of unspeakable words were hanging in the air because there was a polite way of being. However, the barriers quickly disappeared because we once had a great deal of intimacy. Friendship.

Then I understood that a particle of every human being I met in life remains with us. Maybe the word "meet" is not good in this context. Fathomed. 

Let's appreciate all friendships that never really have an end.

End of the decade

On December 31, the next period of history will end. During this time, everything changed.

The greatest music stars such as Aretha Franklin and Roxette have left this world. At the same time, we were blessed with more musical talents, such as Jorja Smith, Ella Mai and H.E.R.

Much more animal species are on the verge of disappearance. An example is vaquita or Gulf of California porpoise.

We abandoned the solarium for good, from which we were leaving looking like greaves and destroying our skin. Plucking eyebrows went into oblivion as well.

People finally began to educate themselves in the field of ecology, and politicians are slowly countering global warming.

As for myself, I learned patience and peace of mind. I started to attend yoga classes regularly to calm down and relax. I stopped analyzing everything, but I didn't stop thinking. I met the most wonderful people I could have dreamed of and I manage to maintain friendship with them. I began to understand my parents and eliminated the intergenerational barrier.

There are still a lot of things that I need to work on and I hope to be able to meet my next goals in the coming years. We, as humanity, also have something to focus on. And of course, I'm talking about a campaign of empathy, tolerance and mutual understanding.

I hope that the next years will bring more good and light to our lives.

3 things I'm bad at

1. Making popcorn

Literally, every attempt is a failure. Although I read the instructions carefully before inserting into the microwave (sometimes even twice), I will never set the right time and power. I have wondered many times how can I be so hopeless in such a banal activity. Of course, this is the first thing that came to my mind because I just made the same mistake again. I will probably burn this house someday...

2. Taking care of my plants

I love to surround myself with greenery (once I even painted the walls of my room that color). Our surroundings are more beautiful, lively and the oxygen content produced by our friends is higher. However, despite all my efforts, none of the plants can stay with me for longer. At some point they need a curative leave under my mother's watchful eye.

3. Treating my addiction to Bridget Jones

Some addictions go on from generation to generation. And so it is in that case, because both me and my mother love Bridget, a true-born English woman. We must watch the first two parts of her adventures at least twice a year - without it the year is not complete! We also have a weak spot for Mark Darcy, but who hasn't...

The cult of being sweet

Am I the only person tired of the constant trials of people trying to be cute?

K-pop stars have become fashionable, with a perfect complexion, cute, powdered faces, short skirts and a smile painted on their lips. Just try to breathe and they are already kawaii.

In the current world there is no place for non-ideality, a bit sloppy and uncoordinated outfit. Everyone must be beautiful and look like the best version of themselfs in a million photos taken in the same day.Everyone also wants to be alternative, so they create a picture of this concept and blend in with it.

Either you are sweet and you wear beige or other subdued colors or you are alternative and put on turtlenecks and t-shirts with mum jeans. Because it's sooo alternative.

There is no place for individuality anymore, because it is simply out of fashion.

I miss the times when no one was worried about appearance and t-shirts with funny prints were the trend of the season.

The need to possess

I stand behind a long, white, just cleaned gloss counter in the store and look at people entering through the front door. I am able to see how fast a spark appears in the eye and saliva almost drips from the half-open mouth. Hands automatically stretch out to grab, catch, hold.
How pathetic that is.
A constant desire to own and control the next things turned our entire civilization into vultures that only espy their next prey. And yet it is only an object that will fall apart, destroy, turn into dust.
Is possession so important? What does it change? Provides a very fleeting moment of happiness? This feeling is very illusory. It will pass as soon as we get used to the object. We find ourselves surrounded by a pile of greed.
Materiality does not bring real pleasure - it is better to spend money on memories.
Yoga course in India, pasta eaten opposite the Colosseum, diving in search of coral reefs.
I want to wake up equipped with such a things.

Plan cœur

This is the title of the series I recently saw on Netflix and I was delighted with its authenticity. We don't often have the opportunity to follow the fate of heroes so similar to ourselves.

The action takes place in the center of beautiful Paris, so I was able to watch similiar surroundings. Everything is taking place nowadays, showing the use of the benefits of modern technologies in everyday life. However, the scenario does not focus on technical issues or landscapes, but on the lives of three friends.

The main plot is Elza's affair with Jules, who is actually a prostitute hired by one of her friends to heal her broken heart. Although this sentence sounds rather shoddy, the series really touches on many other topics. One of the most interesting is the attempt to change the specific perception of yourself in other people's eyes - fight with labels. It is worth seeing if it actually succeeded.

The main characters are women with very strong personalities, supporting each other and being another example of beautiful friendship between girls. They are able to do everything for themselves.

The series only lasts 20 minutes and is a great exercise for people learning French.

You won't know me inside out

Some people are like open books. It's easy to get to know them right after their first smile. There is no depth in their eyes. Others seem to be uncomplicated until you start getting to know them better. Then you see everything (or almost everything) you didn't see before.

The thing is, you can't meet someone through what he writes.

Writing is the art of creation. You can create a new world, a hybrid or a completely new yourself. Because, in fact, only the author decides what will be included in the content. He can be honest with the reader or choose the latter truth dressed in beautiful metaphors. And the reader never quite knows.

However, when it comes to the authors of literary works, we should believe that a piece of history is real, because every word flows from their mouths and the idea from their heads. And since this idea was there, it apparently has something to do with the state of mind of this man.

Therefore, you can assume (and I confirm) that part of me contained in this blog is the most real.

All these words were intended to lead to this statement.

...In this way I also wrote my licentiate.